cold passion-read once and throw away
never at a loss for
paper
ink
words
I am a full time poet
and a part time human being
when I am taunted
by a line
not yet surrendered
to solid form
I nod distracted
gaze blank
as friend or husband or child
struggles for my attention
other writers understand this look
my focus past their left earlobe
my head bobbling
and they back away
while I race to scribble
that which will surely
escape
if not captured
in the moment
I try sometimes
to commit myself
to those around me
while poems
wash through my brain
with the persistence of the tides
but I usually wind up
asking a stupid question
like
How would you spell BOBBLING?
and they know I am gone again
exploring
my own inner landscape
so often as I snap to
I must apologize
I'm sorry...
What did you just say?
I was writing
when you began talking
and I just don't
understand
this conversation
as a peace offering
I read them
my new poem
You'll be the first to hear it...
It's been in my head
for a long time
mucking around
and now
it's completely congealed
and ready
for public display
this is their chance
to get even
and I often
am bombarded
with questions
confused looks
or worst of all
when I'm finished
the Ubiquitous
...That's very nice...
paper
ink
words
I am a full time poet
and a part time human being
when I am taunted
by a line
not yet surrendered
to solid form
I nod distracted
gaze blank
as friend or husband or child
struggles for my attention
other writers understand this look
my focus past their left earlobe
my head bobbling
and they back away
while I race to scribble
that which will surely
escape
if not captured
in the moment
I try sometimes
to commit myself
to those around me
while poems
wash through my brain
with the persistence of the tides
but I usually wind up
asking a stupid question
like
How would you spell BOBBLING?
and they know I am gone again
exploring
my own inner landscape
so often as I snap to
I must apologize
I'm sorry...
What did you just say?
I was writing
when you began talking
and I just don't
understand
this conversation
as a peace offering
I read them
my new poem
You'll be the first to hear it...
It's been in my head
for a long time
mucking around
and now
it's completely congealed
and ready
for public display
this is their chance
to get even
and I often
am bombarded
with questions
confused looks
or worst of all
when I'm finished
the Ubiquitous
...That's very nice...
6 Comments:
Maybe that's my husbands problem! It's just the poems in his head! As much as he likes to write poetry I don't think he could use this as an excuse!
...That's very nice...
;-)
:-D
Fair. . . I had forgotten how much I enjoyed your poetry. . . I am linking to you.
Ciao
Coo :)
This is painful to read. Full time poet. Part time person.
Its like a curse, no? Its almost as if some live life and others are forced to write about it.
Umm, I think "confused" looks and "that's very nice" are one and the same thing. N'est pas ?
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